October 2008


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spill your dark secret
what do you wanna be in 10years time
if you can change to be the opp sex in one day..
Love. what do you think of it?
what would you do if the world is coming to the end?
if you could date one person, who would it be?

and check out Jiin’s hawt real life picture :) and mr xbombr is in the houusee!

pffts new ncash item? what? snail on your head? joke. its halloween time!
get yourself the new ncash items :)

10th grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I thought to my self, and I cried.

author unknown but it makes you think

just wanna post something hahaha.

i misss the blog thats why xD

btw

there r afew of peeps wanna join our guild but somehow we had to reject them coz theyre uh in a diff guild. that’ll be uber to invite. anyone who wanna join can be invited only if they already told their old guilds to leave etc. my point is. invite guildless. not someone in guild xD

just updating on what anime i’m watching ( self explanatory – -’)

 

Gintama, kare kano, bleach, naruto, one piece, vampire knight, hitman reborn,clannad, higurashi, and school rumble.

Family pic before prom (wearing a fancy suit - -')

Family pic before prom (wearing a fancy suit - -

Im going to quit holic soon so thats why i left supreme first xD to make myself prepare xD, ill be back BUT only if Rai or Ely do what peeka do for me hehe.. .xD

Thx to Gaizen who lets this Annoying Perv to join this uber awesome guild xD and u guys also should thx to ElyNaaaaaaa xD who keep me stay longer in this game xD (even she bomb my computer with virus xD j/k Naaa) xD and thx to other i hv known <3 u all (especially pervkaboo <3). Nice to known u all <3

 

want to write many but my lazyness doesnt allowed me too xD

iNewbie™ <3 ( iPerv xD )

hmm don’t know wat to put up anymore so i would pick songs from a couple of genres i like.  My fav type is punk rock though xD

the song is catchy, yet, it’s kinda messed up – -’

uh this song is nice and sort of on my sensitive side. althought it’s kinda girly – -’ (comment on this one and ur dead xD)

one of the few raps that i actually like haha

of course i’m an anime fan xp. I just lke it lol

couldn’t resist one more anime xD. One of the cutest anime endings i have ever heard.

songs are Scotty doesn’t know, All My Life,  Lose yourself in the Music, and samurai unlimited and Dango Daikazoku.